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well i have not updated in ages...dont think to much happend me n anthony are good..hung out with michelle...nad katie alittle..schools been decient.tried joing this lame comunity cause katie said to and i was so lame at least the application was..im not in school i dont wanna ask questions that make it seem like i am. yea me n angela went to towson mall on friday of last week which was fun...saw anthony on saturday and I bought the condoms this time i was so freaked out it was the most disturbing thing i think i have ever done..and then we had some good sex lol and he took me home n then me n michelle went to the mall and hung out and we were with jordan and alex all night which was so much fun and later at the avenue i got dammed at..which boosted my ego a little...then sunday we had a cook out..and it was fun and then later that night anthony and i uh coughes*had sex* in the basement and there were so many people over it was the most dangerous thing EVER but it was nice. then monday he came over before he had to go to work and we hung out alittle and then tuesday went back to school..lame and wendsay say anthony he left marks on he lol..and then he came over today shh and we hung out and yea did stuff. and then he left nad here i am..bored and hungry..but im not going to eat cause i dont like food...its really bad for you..o and today i helped out with the joe corbis and i talked to some people and i think i made some new friends and i feel bad for judgeing them but w.e well im a go i got work to do..
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Layer 1:
x Name: ami
x Birth date: March 1o, 1989
x Current Occupation: student
x Current Location:p-vill bitch lol
x Eye Color: green
x Hair Color: brown w/ blonde highlights
x Height: 5'
x Righty or Lefty: righty
x Zodiac Sign: piseces
Layer 2:
x Your heritage: a lil bit of this n that ya know here n there
x The shoes you wore today: vans
x Your weaknesses: to many
x Your fears: being alone
x Your perfect pizza: pan cheese pizza w/ sauce from pizza hut
x Goal you'd like to achieve: being thin
Layer 3:
x Your most overused phrase on AIM: heh
x Your thoughts first waking up:10 more mins
x Your best physical feature: eyes or lips?
x Your bedtime: whenever
x Worst feeling: being hated
Layer 4:
x Pepsi or Coke: diet coke
x McDonalds or Burger King: Burger KIng
x Single or group dates: single
x Adidas or Nike: Adidas
x Shorts or jeans: jeans
x Chocolate or vanilla:chocolate
x Band-aid or leave it be:either or depends on how bad it is
Layer 5:
x Smoke: no
x Cuss: yessah
x Sing: in the shower" not often
x Take a shower everyday: yes
x Have a crush:anthony
x Do you think you've been in love: i am
x Want to go to college: yea
x Like high school: egh i dont have a choice
x Want to get married: maybe
x Believe in yourself: not really
x Get motion sickness: No
x Think you're attractive:he ll no
x Think you're a health freak: no
x Get along with your parents: Every now and then
x Play an instrument: no
Layer 6:
x Drank alcohol: maybe
x Done a drug: maybe
x Gone to the mall: sadly
x Eaten an entire box of Oreo: Nah
x Eaten sushi: no
x Been on stage: does dance n what not count?
x Gone skating: yep
x Made homemade cookies: :D
x Gone skinny dipping: no but anthony wants to
x Dyed your hair: haha yeah
x Stolen anything: yeah
Layer 7:
x Played a game that required removal of clothing: not yet lol
x Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: sadly
x Been caught "doing something":does kissing count
x Been called a tease: hee
x Gotten beaten up: nope
x Changed who you were to fit in:maybe
Layer 8:
x Age you hope to be married: 25 ish
x Numbers and Names of Children: 1 or 2 ian tristan, ava, vada, jerimia
x Describe your dream wedding: traditional big white dress blood red roses, big big big
x How do you want to die: sleep
x What country would you most like to visit: n e where in europe
Layer 9:
x Number of drugs taken illegally: ....
x Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
x Number of CDs that I own: a lot
x Number of piercings: 4
x Number of tattoos: none yet
x Number of times I lied: hmm i dont lie *giggles*
x Number of scars on my body: no comment
x Number of things in my past that I regret: 3
Last Cigarette: never
Last Alcoholic Drink: shy blue
Last Car Ride: 2 hrs
Last Kiss: Anthony
Last Good Cry: monday of last week
Last Library Book checked out: the street lawyer
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: secret window
Last Book Read: of mice n men
Last Cuss Word Uttered: fuck..
Last Beverage Drank: diet coke
Last Food Consumed: burger king
Last Crush: anthony
Last Phone Call: anthony
Last TV Show Watched: from flab to fab beyonce style
Last Time Showered: sunday
Last Shoes Worn: pink cherry sandles
Last CD Played: opeth damnation
Last Item Bought : ice cream
Last Download: nothing
Last Annoyance: you
Last Disappointment: to many to count
Last Soda Drank: diet coke
Last Thing Written: shit load of bullshit for the hsa's
Last Key Used: delete
Last Word Spoken:eww
Last Sleep: last night
Last IM: andrew
Last Sexual Fantasy: anthony *winks*
Last Weird Encounter: CICADAS
Last Ice Cream Eaten: lastnight w/nthony
Last Time Amused: last night
Last Time In Love: right now
Last Time Hugged: again last night with anthony
Last Time Scolded: never!!!
Last Time Resentful: ??
Last Chair Sat In: this one, haha
Last Lipstick Used: sams
Last Underwear Worn: gray thongs
Last Bra Worn: black ones
Last Shirt Worn: red one
Last Webpage Visited: this one
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[11 May 2004|09:29pm] |
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well i havent updated in the longest time so ill guess ill fill everything in. well recently i have done nothing me n anthony havent fought which is always good, went to prom and then recently hung out with michelle and then saturday i went over anthonys..<<secrets>> and then we came back to my house and i as always feel asleep and then sunday was mothers day. we just hung out n watched the wall then monday went to school and it sucked as always..o.0 aunt linda got a new pug its so cute his name is bently..weird well then yea.. anthony came over and we just hung out then i went to bed and it was terrible cause it was so hot and i couldnt get comfortable, and then here i am. school sucked today . i cant stand it. i hate going there every morning and talking and learning about things that arent going to help me in life and things that i just really dont care about. and o yea the people suck my ass. ima go i dont feel like typing. and i wanna get anthony metallica tickets.a nd i think im a try to cause he really wanted to go.. so ill update later
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I AM: Amy Ertel
I WANT: to be skinny
I HAVE: nothing
I WISH: I could be who i want to be
I HATE: you
I MISS: anthony
I FEAR: being alone
I HEAR: slipknot duality
I SEARCH: For my life
I WONDER: when im going to get my work done
I REGRET: cant say
I LOVE: anthony
I ACHE: my head
I ALWAYS: ehg
I AM NOT: sane,perfect
I SING: no
I CRY: when im sad or done something stupid
I WRITE: what i want
I WIN: nothing
I LOSE: everything
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: to sleep
I SHOULD: do homework
FATHER THINKS I AM: interesting, thinks in having sex
MOTHER THINKS I AM: I'm not smart
MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND THINKS I AM: perfect
THREE THINGS YOU ARE OFTEN COMPLIMENTED FOR: n/a
YOU GET EMBARRASSED WHEN: I say something stupid
MAKES YOU HAPPY: sleep, anthony kool ppl
UPSETS YOU: myself
YOU KEEP A DIARY: live journal
YOU LIKE TO COOK: no
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE:maybe one person
YOU'RE IN LOVE: very much
YOU SET YOUR WATCH A FEW MINUTES AHEAD: no
YOU BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yea
{Who is...}
THE PRETTIEST FEMALE YOU KNOW:
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: linda
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: me
THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: anthony
YOUR FRIENDS: katie sam angela jade esther anthony
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: katie, anthony
YOUR CRUSH anthony
{What is...}
YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON IM: ehg
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: anthony
YOUR BEST FEATURE:eyes
INSIDE JOKE:haha herpes!!
{Do You...}
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: yes
HAVE A(ANY) CRUSH(ES): anthony
THINK YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE: yes
oWANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
HAVE ANY TATTOOS/WHERE?: yes back
PIERCINGS/WHERE?: nose adn bellybutton
GET MOTION SICKNESS: nope
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: no
THUNDERSTORMS:?
{When you see this name you think of}
RYAN: katie n her sisters obsession
ROB: pedaphile
DREW: egh
STEPHANIE: fag
HEATHER: good basketball player
AARON:eww
AMY: ME!!!!
WILL: ?
PAUL: lame
EVE: the rapper
JOHN: ashes b/f
LAURA: anthonys x girlfirend who i wnt to kill with my bare fucking ahnds
ALEX: tahida
DAVE: egh
JUSTIN: werido
RICKY: sisters b.f
JACOB: 's ladder
JACK: skinner
{Other}
SIGN:piceses
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: light brown?
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark brwn w/ caramle highluights
EYE COLOR: green
BIRTHPLACE: Balmore MD
NAME 3 BANDS/ARTISTS YOU LISTEN TO: incubus, type-o,slipknot
NAME 9 THINGS YOU DISLIKE: haters lame asses, liers,rude mean, arrogant, ppl that think there shit dont stink
{Family}
PARENTS: connie hank
SIBLINGS: nikki
{Favorite}
SONG: incubus-antigravity
SEASON: spring
SPORT: dance?
DRINK: diet Coke
VEGGIE: n/a
{Preferences}
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: both
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: milk chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: chocolate
{In the last 24 hours, have you....}
CRIED?: dont really
HELPED SOMEONE?: maybe
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: nope
GOTTEN SICK?: head aches count?
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: nope
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: nope
TALKED TO AN EX?: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yup
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?: yup..anthony
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yup
MISSED SOMEONE?: yup
HUGGED SOMEONE?:anthony
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yessah
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: nope
{Have you/Would You Ever?}
EAT A BUG?: no
BUNGEE JUMP?: yes
HANG GLIDE?: whats that?
KILL SOMEONE?: depends who it is
HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T LOVE?: no
KISS SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?: yes
HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?: nope
PARACHUTE FROM A PLANE?: not yet
WALK ON HOT COALS?: maybe
GO OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR THEIR LOOKS?: no
FOR THEIR REPUTATION? FROM WHAT PEOPLE SAY?: no
BE A VEGETARIAN?: NOPE
WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES?: eww
SING KARAOKE?: haha
GET DRUNK OFF YOUR ASS?: have?
SHOPLIFT?: Maybe
RUN A RED LIGHT?: lol i dunno
STAR IN A PORN VIDEO?: o yea
DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE?:im more red
BE ON SURVIVOR?:no
WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC?: sure
NOT WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC?: Yup
CHEAT ON A TEST?: yup
MAKE SOMEONE CRY?: not intentionally
CALL YOUR MATH TEACHER A MOTHERFUCKER?: i wish
KICK A BABY?: NO!!!
DATE SOMEONE MORE THAN TEN YEARS OLDER THAN YOU?: no
CUSS OUT A PRIEST?: Nah
TAKE A JOB AS A JANITOR?: No
WEAR A THO-THO-THO-THO-THONG?: nothing else
STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT?: Yup
DRINK STRAIGHT ESPRESSO?: Yup
nothing better to do ill update later i dont feel so good
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egh i had dance tonight and i hurt..egh today wasnt to bad i guess..woke up n me n angela went to ncdonalds when we got to carver which was kool and then we went to school and hung out in esthers<sp>homeroom which is always interesting and then i went to first period which fucking sucked cause my teachers a dick and doesnt explain shit to us and yea then i went to law and we were in the library which is always interseting cause we never do n e thing and we always just kinda chill on the comp and lookat things we shouldnt look at lol. then we went to government which was lame cause its always lame and then davison told me i complain and wine to much which really got me pissed off cause i dont complain and if i do its only cause his class sucks and i felt like shit today i dunno why i just had alot on my mind then we had lunch which is always fun cept jade wasnt feeling good so it wasnt fun with out allof us there.heehee then i went to band and thats always pretty lame and math i never do n e thing in that class and then i went to english which wasnt as bad cept i hate brotman and hope he gets hit by a fucking bus but you know you cant get everything you want so then i went to spanish and we just did wordsearches so that was pretty kool and then i went home and talked to anthony and he was pissed cause his computer and then i talked to michelle, were gonna be doing something this weekend which will be kool i havent hung out with her ina while then i talked to anthony and he had to leave for work so then i went to dance and me n cherie walked to burger king and then we ate icecream egh im getting huge again looks like ima have to not eat ne more..heh.then i came home worked a lil then i got clothes for tomorrow and here i am..bored and tierd and i gotta get in the shower and get ready for tomorrow since we gotta look nice for law day and what not ..egh i miss anthony i cant wait to see him tomorrow..i cant believe i do the things i do to him..im so sorry i dont mean to hurt him and i know i should talk to him but i dont cause i never can talk to n e one and i feel horible but it was something i needed to do, and its not even that bad but then again im being hipocritical, and err i almost broke up with him cause of it.cause i dont deserve him, he treats me so good he cares about me hes everything i could ever ask for and more..and i take that all for granted and i dont believe that i am.so i gave him his ring and he thought about it and then got it and i wasnt thinking but were good now. i hope..i gotta go getting late and i still gotta shower
ill update later
I Love Anthony Joesph Markley Jr.
forever and always
11.15.o3 <going on 6months : D >
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well today was pretty lame..i went to bed in a horrible mood, i dont know i got off the computer and went up stairs and just got so depressed. i was really contemplating what to do with my self and weither or not i should act out on it or not. but i didnt. cause i didnt wanna have to tell anthony that night cause i knew i wouldnt talk to him long and it wasnt that big of a deal . so i went upstairs and changed and laid down. i was freaking out and i dont know why..and i dunno then anthony called and i talked and he knew something was wrong i guess he knew then he got off the phone and took a shower and then he called me again to say goodnight and then he called me back like 5 mins later and wanted to know if everything was okay..which it was? so i said goodnight and just cried my self to sleep..and i had the most destubing thought about the whole thing, i thought that maybe i could lock my door and then when my dad comes to wake me up and opens the door in the morning that i wouldnt be in my bed or i would there are more possibilities to the whole thing, but i thought what would happen if he would walk in and i was there haning in the middle of the room or if i was lieing in a my own blood soaked bed..but then i thought what would happen to anthony and what not and that thought kindof calmed me down, then i went to sleep..woke up and took a shower and then i was off to school..i dont know all morning i felt like i had to cry..and i dont know why. then i walked into first period and was pissed off cause i really didnt wanna work so i was talking with these girls and then it was homeroom and we had an announcement from our principal and she said that one of the 11th graders had committed suicide over the weekend.which was ironic and kind of freaked me out.so all second period i was quiet and then we went over things and talked about what we have to do for shit in that class and were also writing a magazine which sucks cause i have ideas and there just not good enough for him. so im screwed. then in government we walked in and talked a little bit about what happend and he was all sad. and then we worked and talked then on to lunch..well sam and angela went onto get lunch and me n easter n yani are sitting there with jade and some other girl when all the sudden out of no where yani tells ester that her "theory" was bullshit and i dont think it was ..then yani goes on and asks me if anthony is on 'meds' and i said no and then she insists on asking me if i no n e one on meds and me n ester are like no and i asked her why and she was all like my friend thinks i need to be on them and thinks i need help..and she was all like i think i need help and what pissed me off the most was when she said i need help but i dont want it..and then we were all talking well i was atleast saying how ironic it was that she brought this up on the day we heard about the kid dieing and what not and it pissed me off cause shes got it all. and i think it was just cause of the kid and she wasnt getting n e attention.but moving on..then i went to band which i think is always pretty lame and then i went to math and me n tony talked about how we both need to do well this quater cause we cant fail n e test or n e thing so were gonna try n work hard and pass.so then i went to english and i hate that class so i was just in pain the whole time i was there..and then i went to spanish and i had to take a test and elise was really upset shes this really really sweet sphmore and she was cring and said that she should have done something about her friend dieing and i just tried to tell her that it wasnt her fault and what not..then i went home and was stuck walking which was lame i hate walking home exspecially when im by myself so that was lame and then i texted michelle . she wasnt to good somethings wrong cause we only really talk when shes upset. i hope shes okay,then i ate<<blah>> and then anthony called and was all like why dont you like me n e more and telling me that i sound different on the phone and what not and he was just really moody so i dunno. and here i am. im really bored and just kinda here. well theres my day
later
i love anthony markely
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Watching every motion
In my fooish lover's game
On this endliss oean
Finally lovers know no shame
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Watching I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To become the fated ones
Turning and returning
Watching in slow motion
As you turn to me and say
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Through the hourglass I saw you
In time you slipped away
When the mirror crashed I called you
And turned to hear you say
If only for today
I am unafraid
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Watching everything motion
In this foolish lovers game
Haunted my the notion
Somewhere there's a love in flames
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn my way and say
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
i love anthony joesph markley jr.
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well i havent updated in a while, since m e n anthony were fighting and now were better thank god. well friday was prom..and i had the best time.me n anthony got low heehee and meet his friends thats was nice and i looked pretty and so did anthony, he looked so good. he even got a tie and it matched with my dress, that was cleaver of him and we danced and we came back to my house and hung out, then saturday he worked a little and then he got off eariler so he came and got me n then we went back to his house and hung out. it was nice cept i made him go to cvs so heehee..<<secrets>>then we took his sister to his grandmothers and she came out and we said hi to her then we went to pizza hut which was good cause i was craving pizza and then we came back here n hung out and we wtch a little bit of the led zepplin <sp> dvd which was kool but despite the fact i was half asleep, then he left and then he just came over and then we went down stairs and his mom called nad said that he had to come home and hes coming back now but i dont no what happend. hope his mom didnt find n e evidence that i was over cause that wouldnt be to good.but ne ways hes on his way over here and were gonna hang out. so ill update later
<3<3 anthony
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i ve really been thinking latley..whats going to become of me and anthony..i dont know any more i cant stand these little fights that get bigger and bigger all the time..him and i both know , well at least i no that things arent going to get n e better, at least thats what i assume. i told him today that if things kept up i dont know how im ever going to be able to be with him..and i hate saying that. but sometimes i really hate him..and i would never leave him..(i think)..and us arguing didnt help my day at all..i had to sit in a fucking room for 3 fucking hours..and listen to people talk about there bullshit jobs..soo soo fun..but then i came home and did laundry and then anthony came and got me and we did so running around. i had to go pick up some stuff and it goes on..well we went to go n look for him another job so we did that and that blew alot of ass, then we argued for ever thats all we do now i think..and he always thinks im going to break up with him..and i hate to say this to but sometimes i honestly think about ending it all with him cause i cant stand the things we go through..i dont know whats going to become of us..
more to say,
im a say it all later
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im in a horrible mood and i dont know why..school blows and anthony really isnt making my mood n e better..tomorrow is my birthday and i no that its going to suck already..tom called me and wished me happy birthday which was nice..katie rembered and this girl i danced with did too anthony cant stand to think of it.cause hes mad cause he cant really get me n thing and i dont care and hes all upset about that so but he has something planned for friday but he still doesnt no yet so i dont no i really wanna go to the linkin park concert this summer with korn the used and snoop dogg im looking forward to it but odds are im not going to be able to go cause i have no one to go with so that idea is trashed.. im going to go cause i have a headache and yea
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1. X-Men
2. The Craft
3. X2
4. Swimfan
5. Fellowship of the Ring
6. Finding Nemo
7. Peter Pan (Disney version)
8. Home Alone
9. Aladdin
10. The Ring
11. 10 Things I Hate About You
12. Not Another Teen Movie
13. Spice World
14. 8 Mile
15. Bambi
16. Pirates of the Caribbean
17. Edward Scissorhands
18. Stepmom
19. My Best Friend's Wedding
20. 101 Dalmatians
21. Scream
22. Scream 2
23. Scream 3
24. Big Daddy
25. Billy Madison
26. Harry Potter and the Philosopher's / Sorcerer's Stone
27. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
28. Heartbreakers
29. Dumb & Dumber
30. Two Week's Notice
31. Scary Movie
32. Look Who's Talking
33. Blade
34. Blade II
35. O
36. Titanic
37. Carrie
38. Carrie 2: The Rage
39. Daddy Day Care
40. Legally Blonde
41. Austin Powers
42. Storm of the Century
43. Oliver and Company
44. The Two Towers
45. Return of the King
46. Mighty Ducks
47. Fast and the Furious
48. 2 Fast, 2 Furious
49. A Walk To Remember
50. XXX
51. Beauty and the Beast
52. I Know What You Did Last Summer
53. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer
54. The Sound of Music
55. Mary Poppins
56. Tuck Everlasting
57. The Patriot
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Teaching Mrs. Tingle
60. Crossroads
61. Now and Then
62. Pearl Harbor
63. Just Married
64. Cast Away
65. Radio Flyer
66. Final Destination
67. Lady and the Tramp
68. Shallow Hal
69. 40 Days and 40 Nights
70. Bring It On
71. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
72. The Outsiders
73. The Matrix
74. Perfect Storm
75. Cruel Intentions
76. Never Been Kissed
77. Clueless
78. Bruce Almighty
79. Remember the Titans
81. Girl, Interrupted
82. SWAT
83. Sixth Sense
84. Phone Booth
85. The Lion King
86. Urban Legends
87. Nightflier
88. Lion King 2
89. Little Mermaid
90. American Pie
91. Center Stage
92. Scooby Doo
93. Bedazzled
94. Mrs. Doubtfire
95. Save the Last Dance
96. My Girl
97. American Beauty
98. Romeo & Juliet
99. Lost World
100. Casper
101. Miss Congeniality
102. The Rock
103. Face/Off
104. Moulin Rouge
105. Sleeping Beauty
106. Alien
107. Tombstone
108. Lake Placid
109. The Recruit
110. The Shining
111. Pocahontas
112. Win a Date with Tad Hamilton
113. Koyaanisqatsi
114. Princess Mononoke
115. Braveheart
116. Gone With the Wind
117. She's All That
118. Heavy Metal
119. Remo Williams
120. Fried Green Tomatoes
121. Steel Magnolias
122. Fight Club
123. Star Wars
124. Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
125. Small Soldiers
126. Clerks
127. Magnolia
128. Wild Things
129. The Nightmare Before Christmas
130. What Dreams May Come
131. Fierce Creatures
132. Frequency
133. The Others
134. O Brother, Where Art Thou?
135. Along Came A Spider
136. Annie (1982 version)
137. Eyes Wide Shut
138. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
139. Practical Magic
140. Down With Love
141. The Fifth Element
142. Donnie Darko
143. Kiki's Delivery Service
144. Big Fish
145. Chasing Amy
146. Unbearable Lightness of Being
147. Parent Trap
148. Great Expectations
149. Bridges of Madison County
150. I am Sam
151. Life as a House
152. Prince of Tides
153. Kill Bill Vol. 1
154. Bowling For Columbine
155. Elf
156. Spun
157. Weekend at Bernie's
158. The House of Mirth
159. The Rose
160. Chocolat
161. Requiem for a Dream
162. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
163. Mask
164. Gia
165. Secretary
166. The Big Lebowski
167. Rushmore
168. Return to Me
169. Muppets Take Manhattan
170. The X-Files: Fight The Future
171. Moonstruck
172. Happy Gilmore
173. Mona Lisa Smile
174. Bad Boys
175. Bad Boys 2
176. The Delta Force
177. A League of Their Own
178. Murder by Death
179. The Hot Chick
180. Shrek
181. Groundhog Day
182. Liar Liar
183. House of Sand & Fog
184. Adventures in Babysitting
185. Monty Python & the Holy Grail
186. Hedwig & the Angry Inch
187. As Good As It Gets
188. Murder By Numbers
189. The Unsaid
190. 12 Monkeys
191. Igby Goes Down
192. The Mummy
193. The New Guy
194. Girl
195. And Starring Pancho Villa As Himself
196. Valentine
197. Wag the Dog
198. Spirited Away
199. Almost Famous
200. Royal Tenenbaums
201. Citizen Kane
202. Lost In Translation
203. Sid and Nancy
204. Empire Records
205. Suspiria
206. Niagara Niagara
207. Sweethearts (w/ Janeane Garofalo)
208. Dead Man Walking
209. My Dog Skip
210. American History X
211. Minority Report
212. Spaceballs
213. The Last of the Mohicans
214. The Mists of Avalon (TV version)
215. The Horseman on the Roof (French version)
216. The Birdcage (with Robin Williams and Nathan Lane)
217. Peter Pan (2003)
218. Frailty
219. Men of Honor
220. Meet the Parents
221. Bend It Like Beckham
222. Speed
223. The Count of Monte Cristo (1934)
224. Highlander
225. Die Hard
226. The Goonies
227. The Last Unicorn
228. Monsters, Inc.
229. Muriel's Wedding
230. Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure
231. Cold Mountain
232. Battle Royale
233. Tampopo
234. A Face In the Crowd
235. Tigerland
235. Road Trip
236. Better than Chocolate
237. Y tu mama tambien
238. Vertigo
239. Ordinary People
240. Plata Quemada
241. Dil Se
242. Kuch Kuch Hota Hai
243. Man with a Movie Camera (1929)
244. Some Like It Hot
245. Andrei Rublev
246. A Matter of Life and Death
247. Metropolis
248. Dawn of the Dead
249. Ed Wood
250. My Beautiful Laundrette
251. The Killer
252. The Princess Bride
253. Gallipoli
254. Black Hawk Down
255. Aliens
256. Breakfast At Tiffany's
257. Pitch Black
258. Casablanca
259. My Fair Lady
260. Monster's Ball
261. Death Becomes Her
262. Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within
263. What Lies Beneath
264. Boondock Saints
265. Velvet Goldmine
266. Elizabeth
267. Anne of the Thousand Days
268. Doctor Zhivago
269. Chicago
270. Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves
275. Whale Rider
276. Victor/Victoria
277. Sense and Sensibility
278. Freaky Friday
279. Love Actually
280. The Philadelphia Story
281. Roman Holiday
282. What a Girl Wants
283. Zoolander
284. Count of Monte Cristo (with Jim Caviezel)
285. Amelie
286. Dave
287. Brother Bear
288. A Wrinkle In Time
289. Rabbit Proof Fence
290. Bram Stoker’s Dracula
291. Benny and Joon
292. October Sky
293. Mulan
294. Singing in the Rain
295. The Ninth Gate
296. Legend of the Red Dragon
297. Robin Hood: Men in Tights
298. Resident Evil 1
299. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
300. Playing Mona Lisa
301. The Man from Snowy River
302. Lady Hawke
303. Camelot
304. Catch Me if You Can
305. Holes
306. The Matrix: Reloaded
307. Cookie's Fortune
308. Crazy In Alabama
309. From Hell
310. The Ghost And The Darkness
311. La Vita e Bella
312. Triumph of the Will
313. Escape From Sobibor
314. Enemy at the Gates
315. Shining Through
316. Inventing the Abbotts
317. Bridget Jones's Diary
318. Whatever It Takes
319. Dogma
320. Mallrats
321. Hamlet (Mel Gibson version)
322. Hamlet (Kenneth Branagh version)
323. Much Ado About Nothing
324. Life Is Beautiful
325. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
326. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
327. Pump Up The Volume
328. Pi
329. The War At Home
330. The Secret Garden
331. Intermission
332. Dead Man
333. Captain Horatio Hornblower (with Gregory Peck)
334. Gangster No. 1
335. Tonari No Totoro
336. The Fox and the Hound
337. The Animatrix
338. Spiderman
339. The Empire Strikes Back
340. Seabiscuit
341. Philadelphia
342. To Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything! Julie Newmar
343. The Adventures Of Priscilla; Queen Of The Desert
344. The Witches Of Eastwick
345. The Rocky Horror Picture Show
346. How to Deal
347. The Day the Earth Stood Still
348. Little Shop of Horrors
349. Freddy VS. Jason
350. Enemy Mine
351. Billy Elliot
352. Hunchback of Notre Dame
353. Return of the Jedi
354. Saving Private Ryan
355. The Emperor's New Groove
356. Dreamcatcher
357. Con Air
358. The Neverending Story
359. Legend
360. The Abyss
361. Monty Python's The Meaning of Life
362. This is Spinal Tap
363. The Shawshank Redemption
364. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
365. The Seven Year Itch
366. The Incredible Mr. Limpet
367. Six String Samurai
368. Tremors
369. Color of Night
370. Prince of the Sun
371: Gleaming the Cube
372: Shoujo Kakumei Utena: Adolescence Mokushiroku
373: The Toxic Avenger
374: Junkers Come Here
375: Big Money Hustlas
376. Fame
377. Flash Dance
378. Dirty Dancing
379. Dance With Me
380. Hero (Ying Xiong)
381. 50 first dates
382. passions of Christ
383. dirty dancing havana nights
384. waynes world
385. the cat in the hat
386. Grease
387. Toy Story
388. Hardball
389. Sandlot
400. American Wedding
401.they
402. ferne gully
403. oceans 11
404. beaves buthed do america
405. meet the parents
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well everything has started to suck for some reason..friday night wasnt that bad cause i was with anthony and shane was there but that was about it cause the pool hall sucked yea n today blows i dont no why cause anthony thinks im being nasty to him..im sorry im not in a good fucking mood god forbid.
i have noticed that i dont really have n e friends and the few like 2 that i do have i never really talk to or their punished.. and i gave them up for anthony i regret it now when i dont have n e one to talk to about my problems that he cant understand or something and i hate it and im so sick of not having n e one and err
4 days till my birthday
woo im not even excited n e more..
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[02 Mar 2004|09:40pm] |
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an ang3ls ash3s: why were you angry when you wrote your journal entry? im not trying to get into your buisness, im just making sure everythings ok and your alright.
Pokemeimafreak: eh i dunno
an ang3ls ash3s: is everything with anthony ok?
Pokemeimafreak: now it is
an ang3ls ash3s: what was wrong?
Pokemeimafreak: job hunting me talking him down stupid shit
an ang3ls ash3s: well im glad everything is better for you guys <33
Pokemeimafreak: thanx..:-P
Pokemeimafreak: how about ur love life?
an ang3ls ash3s: well, me and tiffany have been talking, but she still loves that girl lynz so i dont know whats goin on with that. and ive been talking to ernie but he has a girlfriend..i need to find people who arent involved. AND!! brandon and kelly broke up!! :-D
an ang3ls ash3s: yeeea
an ang3ls ash3s: haha
Pokemeimafreak: o god...and ernies a juggalo and a burn out
Pokemeimafreak: dont waste ur time on that
an ang3ls ash3s: yea i know. i think im just so desperate
Pokemeimafreak: dont be
Pokemeimafreak: ur going to low to go to ernie
an ang3ls ash3s: yea..i know
Pokemeimafreak: try brandon
an ang3ls ash3s: god i wish that boy would give me a chance
an ang3ls ash3s: i got my hair cut..wanna see?
Pokemeimafreak: yessah
an ang3ls ash3s wants to directly connect.
an ang3ls ash3s is now directly connected.
an ang3ls ash3s:
an ang3ls ash3s: :-)?
Pokemeimafreak: IT LOOKS THE SAME BUT U GOT BANGS
Pokemeimafreak: ur just trying to send me dirty pics again arent you?
an ang3ls ash3s: hahaha
Pokemeimafreak: dirty bitch
Pokemeimafreak: :-D
Pokemeimafreak: ahh
Pokemeimafreak: the herpes!!!
an ang3ls ash3s: lmao
Pokemeimafreak: there still there?/?/
an ang3ls ash3s: no..thats a pimple i picked at
Pokemeimafreak: LIAR
an ang3ls ash3s: haha
Pokemeimafreak: !1!!
Pokemeimafreak: whats up with u n angela?
Pokemeimafreak: u guys doing it?
Pokemeimafreak: lol
an ang3ls ash3s: what you mean?
Pokemeimafreak: i dunno ur profile n hers?
an ang3ls ash3s: shes not in my profile
an ang3ls ash3s: your in my profile
Pokemeimafreak: haha
Pokemeimafreak: :-D
an ang3ls ash3s: and when did i send you dirty pictures miss? as i recall your the one that wanted them in the first place.. :-P
Pokemeimafreak: nah u want my sexy ass
Pokemeimafreak: so u tried n get it but i wouldnt connect with you
Pokemeimafreak: so u couldnt get them
an ang3ls ash3s: lmao
an ang3ls ash3s: you know i want your sexy ass aim! WOOWEE
Pokemeimafreak: uh humps chair
an ang3ls ash3s: hahahaha
Pokemeimafreak: how come i havent seen u at the el malles
an ang3ls ash3s: im grounded :-(
Pokemeimafreak: >:o
an ang3ls ash3s: grades were bad, but i got them up but my mom isnt excepting grade print out. shes waiting until report cards to let me off!@#$%!
an ang3ls ash3s: im grounded for spring break!
Pokemeimafreak: thats not kool..tell her its the blonde hair die seeping into my brain and killing all my brain cells
Pokemeimafreak: where you get ur hair cu
Pokemeimafreak: cut*
an ang3ls ash3s: hair cuttery
Pokemeimafreak: nice, tell her that the slipped something in the shampoop then it went into ur brain and caused you to tell ur teachers to fail you
an ang3ls ash3s: lmmmaaoo
an ang3ls ash3s: yea. she'll believe that one when i can pass math with an A
Pokemeimafreak: thats gonna suck
Pokemeimafreak: i cant pass math with a c
Pokemeimafreak: thats cause my teacher doesnt get none and take it out on us
an ang3ls ash3s: yea
Pokemeimafreak: and cause he cant teach worth shit
an ang3ls ash3s: aw that sucks
Pokemeimafreak: its not that bad he never checks homework adn everyone cheats on tests but we all still faila dn no one cares to notice that its him not us
an ang3ls ash3s: yea
Pokemeimafreak: but u still at sphs
Pokemeimafreak: woowoo
an ang3ls ash3s: omg aim you should see some of these skater guys that sit at the table next to mine on B days. WOOWEE
an ang3ls ash3s: they are fiiiine
Pokemeimafreak: o god
Pokemeimafreak: then try n tap them
an ang3ls ash3s: lmao
Pokemeimafreak: TAP Them HARD
an ang3ls ash3s: god not everyones a freak like you
Pokemeimafreak: im not a freak
Pokemeimafreak: !!!
Pokemeimafreak: *shakes head and points finger*
an ang3ls ash3s: yes you are hunny
Pokemeimafreak: NO
an ang3ls ash3s: we've had some sex sessions back in teh day and they were hottttt
an ang3ls ash3s: so yes you are
Pokemeimafreak: i got 99 problems but i bitch aint one
Pokemeimafreak: nope i dont member
an ang3ls ash3s: woo jay z
an ang3ls ash3s: !
Pokemeimafreak: sorry
Pokemeimafreak: on 99.1
an ang3ls ash3s: yeeeea!
an ang3ls ash3s: i love his new cd
Pokemeimafreak: i cant relate
an ang3ls ash3s: this ones for you aim
Pokemeimafreak: NO dirty pics no more
Pokemeimafreak: i dont like u like that
Pokemeimafreak: god take a hint
an ang3ls ash3s: 'if ya feelin like a pimp nigga go and brush ya shoulder off. ladies is pimps too go and brush ya shoulders off.'
Pokemeimafreak: ah
an ang3ls ash3s: ahahhahhahaha
Pokemeimafreak: ?
Pokemeimafreak: o im brushing my hsoulder
Pokemeimafreak: shoulder.
Pokemeimafreak: *
Pokemeimafreak: god i think im brushing to hard
an ang3ls ash3s: hahaha
Pokemeimafreak: omg there bleeding
Pokemeimafreak: OMG
an ang3ls ash3s: lmao
an ang3ls ash3s: haha your a dork
Pokemeimafreak: i learn from the best
an ang3ls ash3s: haha
Pokemeimafreak: its ya boi..
Pokemeimafreak: jayz
Pokemeimafreak: woop woop
Pokemeimafreak: 99 problems but the bitch aint onw
Pokemeimafreak: one*/
an ang3ls ash3s: hit me!
Pokemeimafreak: im going to the 3 days grace show
Pokemeimafreak: woowoo
Pokemeimafreak: w/ maria n her maja
an ang3ls ash3s: if ya havin girl problems i feel bad for you son. i got 99 problems but a bitch aint one HIT ME!
an ang3ls ash3s: thats awsome
an ang3ls ash3s: for your birthday?
Pokemeimafreak: no
an ang3ls ash3s: oh
Pokemeimafreak: 8 days!!
an ang3ls ash3s: i know!
Pokemeimafreak: god im getting old
an ang3ls ash3s: woo the big one 5
Pokemeimafreak: I ALREADY HAVE GRAY HAIRS..
an ang3ls ash3s: lmao
Pokemeimafreak: *breaks down n weeps*
an ang3ls ash3s: haha
Pokemeimafreak: no j.k
Pokemeimafreak: but im gettin old
Pokemeimafreak: and in 8 months im gettin the permit
an ang3ls ash3s: woo
Pokemeimafreak: are we still on for OC?
an ang3ls ash3s: hella yesss!!
Pokemeimafreak: *shakes ass*
Pokemeimafreak: like the black girls
an ang3ls ash3s: wait..what?
an ang3ls ash3s: were going to oc
Pokemeimafreak: when were `16 ass
an ang3ls ash3s: oh yes!
Pokemeimafreak: omg ur blonde
an ang3ls ash3s: i forgot!
Pokemeimafreak: even i membere
Pokemeimafreak: membered
an ang3ls ash3s: god! im glad were talking again
Pokemeimafreak: i no im sorry
an ang3ls ash3s: i am too
an ang3ls ash3s: <3
Pokemeimafreak: *internet hugs*
an ang3ls ash3s: *hugs back*
Pokemeimafreak: (hug the modon dammit)
an ang3ls ash3s: haha
Pokemeimafreak: modom*
an ang3ls ash3s: so what do you want for you birthday chick
an ang3ls ash3s: ?
Pokemeimafreak: dunno
Pokemeimafreak: suprise me
an ang3ls ash3s: i dont know! ill buy you hand cuffs because your a FREAK!
Pokemeimafreak: haha no if u do that ud just buy them for anthony too
Pokemeimafreak: lol
Pokemeimafreak: :-*
Pokemeimafreak: haha
Pokemeimafreak: nah i aint a freak
Pokemeimafreak: like you
Pokemeimafreak: and ur herpes
an ang3ls ash3s: hahaha
Pokemeimafreak: hmpg so whats up with u n tiffant
Pokemeimafreak: tiffany
Pokemeimafreak: ?
Pokemeimafreak: trying to tap that ass too?
an ang3ls ash3s: shes not ready
an ang3ls ash3s: yes!
Pokemeimafreak: hmmhmm
Pokemeimafreak: *does a spanking imataion*
an ang3ls ash3s: lmao
Pokemeimafreak: so how was ur valentine
an ang3ls ash3s: it was fun
Pokemeimafreak: s day
an ang3ls ash3s: i went over sarahs then me her and this kid ben went to the movies and saw 50 first dates then we came back and went over this other boys house. then went to the airport to pick up her grandma. it was funny because every old persont that went by i was like 'grandma?'
an ang3ls ash3s: then we went back to her house, ate some pizza then watch toy story 1 + 2
Pokemeimafreak: nice
an ang3ls ash3s: well im going to go. ill prolly see you tomarrow. are you going to get a ride home with chealsea or you want me to give you one?
Pokemeimafreak: il wait around for you
an ang3ls ash3s: :-)
Pokemeimafreak: does ur family hate me
Pokemeimafreak: ?
an ang3ls ash3s: no
Pokemeimafreak: r u lieing to em?
Pokemeimafreak: me?
an ang3ls ash3s: no
Pokemeimafreak: ok
an ang3ls ash3s: my mom loves you and always will
Pokemeimafreak: :D
Pokemeimafreak: well i shall see u tomorrow
Pokemeimafreak: good night katerz
an ang3ls ash3s: goodnight aimerz
an ang3ls ash3s direct connection is closed.
an ang3ls ash3s signed off at 9:37:24 PM.
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[02 Mar 2004|03:03pm] |
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Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
-three days grace
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well its been a while since i have updated..hmph lots happend..ill start out with thursday cause yea um thursday ihad dance and my daddy came and watched me do my modern which was kool cause no one ever comes to watch me on observation night so it was nice and, then on friday i went out with pappy for a little and we went to dennys i love dennys and we got me a care bear outta the machine so it was pretty kool..then i went out with anthony..he came and picked me up about 630 700 and we were going to go to the mall but we didnt so we were going into the best buy shopping cent place and he said something about melissa working there so we went in and hung out in there for about an hour or so ..um then we went to best buy and he got his game then he saw randy and he said hey to him and what not then we drove to the mall for a bit went in and left i saw tiffany and hugged her and then we went to his house so he could drop his game off to his sister and then we went n got gas n then we came back to my house and hung out so that was kool and then on saturday i went shopping with my mom and i had to wake up at like 800 to go to the dentist so after that i came home for a while and then left again to go to the mall with my mom which wasnt bad i got a DRESS!!! for prom and its pretty its a black tube top dress thing with a slit going up the left calf and its got a line of red at the top witha line of white under it..its pretty nad then i had to get a suit cause im getting confrimded so i had to do all that stuff then i went around with her forawhile and then i called anthony and he came and got me n we did our saturday night thing which was pretty kool and then we took his sister to his grandmothers house adn then he surprised me and took me to Panera which was awsome i love that place and it was funny cause he knew like everyone that worked there and then we went to dairy queen and i got ice cream which was the best thing i have ever eaten, and he hated it in there cause he saw like his whole school there it was funny for me but hell for him and then we came back to my house and hung out n we were in the basement laying on the couch and i feel asleep in his arms it was something i wouldnt mind doing more often..and then on sunday i hung out for a while and anthony came over and what not and we got into a thing cause i said something and he reacted the way he should have so it was pretty muich my fault and then we talked it out and what not and about 900 we went for a walk and we went to the little park and sat there for awhile and it was really cold but i had wanted to leave and he got all pissed off but theres a good reason why..but hes got this plan adn he wouldnt tell me so i kept bothering him and he told me that i would find out and i did so a while later he went to stand up and then he came back down n looked me n the eye and told me that. it was a coinsadint that i wanted to come to the park cause the park was one of the places that i wanted to tell you that i love you..and it felt like time stopped nad i couldnt breath and it was just something i have never felt before and its like time just slowed down ..but then yea and we went back and he was saying bye cause he had to leave and he was kissing me bye and he said " i love you amy" and i told him i loved him cause i do its something ive never felt before but it gave me chills.then monday i had school it was lame and me n anthony we talking on the phone last night and he kept asking me if i was uncomfortable with last night and all but i wasnt and then he had to go and when he went to say bye he said i love you and i said it back but it gave me chills like the first time he told me and then i was funny cause he called me back to make sure everything was ok and it was but i knew he would call back but todays tuesday and i had a feild trip to the mirerholf to watch the bso side by side shit and then i came back to school ate went to english slept in spanish and then had dance and learned another part of toxic and all that jazz n then i came home n called anthony and we talked n i went to get off the phone with hima dn he again asked me if i was comfortable with him adn everything and we were talking about sunday and how he can never say 'love' but the thing or what happend but yea then we got off the phone and he called me like 10 mins ago so i should go n call him back so im a go n ill update later
15 days till My BIRTHDAY
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hmph well i havent updated since monday and not to much has happend either..um monday hung out tuesday had dance and wensday i had to dance at a basketball game and thursday was obervation day at dance and my dad came for like 10 mins to watch my modern and then friday me n anthony went to mcdonalds and hung out with his friend melisa for an hour cause she works there and we got free food and then we went to the mall and i bought underwear and then we went to cvs and it was closed and then we went to the farm store and then we came back to my house and we hung out..wow my week has been so lame and gay n boring but im a go cause im tired and i just got back for the dentist at 730 in the goddam morning and im a go to the mall today with my mom to get this thing and i wanna show her this dress cause i think i wanna get it for prom if me n anthony go..and i think we are so its gonna be hott..but im a go ill ipdate later
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well i havent updated since friday and now its monday..hmph..well friday was ok went to the mall and hung out with jon n ashley for a while and then me n anthony came back to my house and we just hung out and that night katie read my journal again and it sed i was thinking about talking to her adn the reason we got into a thing in the first place was cause she read my journal. so i dont no what to do about that..on saturday valentines day <3 me n anthony went down to the harbor which was really kool got to spend the whole day with him and then we met up with jon n ashley and were going to go out n eat but we could cause they didnt have a shit load of money nad neither did we and everything is so very expensive down there and every place was packed so we decided to go to pizzahut and it was hilarious cause our waitress was so trashed and drunk and so much more so we went and ate and what not and anthony wrote me a poem it was sososososo sweet cause i actually understood what he wrote cause the stuff he writes i dont always understand so i was happy n i gave him this coupon book for naughty and nice cards and then a pair of black and pink lacy thongs..shh im being bad lol..it was funny cause he was all like amy there cute and all but you really think ill fit into them lol nad that was kool and then we cam back to my house after we dropped them off and hung out till he had to leave.. then on sunday i had a confrimation class adn that was pretty gay and then i came home and anthony came over and we alll ate dinner with my mom dad pappy aunt phil and aunt jo n nikki after that we went to uncle bobbys cause it was his borthday so we chilled there for a lil..and aunt phyllis gave me a dam wedige and it hurt cause i was wearing a dam thong..err and anthony was on the ground laughing...heh and then we came home and hung out and it was really sweet before he left we were chilling on t he cough and just saying bye and all that stuff and he asked me what i was thinking about and i told him nad then i asked him and he said well obivisly you and theres was more and i got some of it outta him and he told me that i was the most beautifull thing on this earth and that he adores everything about me and that every time he sees me he finds something else that he adores and then he said that everytime he sees me im 2times more beautiful then i was before..and i blushed like a fool and my cheeks hurt from smiling so much right now. lol and then we talked a lil about his jounior proma dn how were going to go to it cause on friday i tried on this dress and he loved it and so did i and he said i wont settle for n e thing less..lol so i gotta get that or something like it..and then today im going out with pappy for a little while and then anthony gonna come over and were going to hang out and get our pictures developed..from saturday..
but im a go ill update later
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eh today sucked..went to the library in the morning to finish homewrok i didnt do and then i had bio and i was stupid but kool cause i copied my math homework from this kid mario and then i had law, it was stupid cause the teacher was there and i dont like him hes an ass and then gov't was gay cause we outlined the chapter in the book the whole class period and then i ate lunch with sam ester angelea and yani it wasnt bad but it sucks its no fun anymore and i had band it was stupid and then math wasnt to bad cept i have no idea what the hell were doing nad i dont think im going to be able to figure it out..um english was fucked up..were doing a group project and its on powerpoint and the schools computer deletes all the saved papers after 3 days and me n this girl krista are the only ones that have actually finished and mine got deleted but i have a copy of it all with out the pictures so i have to go to the fucker tomorrow morning and finish it in the morning and at lunch er i hate this and i tried to go after school before dance troop but i couldnt find him so i have till tomorrow and then im screwed.and im the only one practically doing anything which is pissing me off even more..nad then spanish was gay cause i was going to try n go to the library in that class with krista cause were in the same class but the bitch wouldnt let us and all were doing is bookwork and then when we were both done and we still had 20mins left in class we asked her again and she said no and i bitched cause we sat there the rest of the time and i copied all the work n e ways so i guess it doesnt matter..and im here havent talked to anthony cause my sister wont get off the fucking phone cause when im on the phone with my friends and she gets a call i have to give her the phone and when someone calls for me they have to fucking call me back and im getting so fucking pissed so err i dont no and then i have to read in this stpid book and i have to write this gay story and its gonna be stupid and then i should eat..but i dont no in dance today they were all saying how guys like "lovehandles"and this and that nad there all real thin girls so that upset me and pissed me off and then on top of it all i dont talk to anyone so it makes it worse cause i dont no n e of them and they dont try n get to no me when i try n talk to them..but i get to see anthony tomorrow..Yay im not in a good mood so im a go..
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